Hey friends!
I am 23 and grew up in a small town just outside of Austin, TX
called Liberty Hill.
I started going to the local United Methodist Church with
my mom and Grandma when I was six and was baptized when I was eight, though at
that point I'm not sure if I really understood what it meant. When I was about
ten we stopped going to church and I really started to have many doubts including
a loving caring God's existence. That changed when I was 14, when my
grandmother was killed in a car wreck. Now I know that may not make sense,
because my grandma died, my doubts stopped? Well like
most things it was a process. Grandma had a big role in my life as she lived
right across the lawn from my house as I was growing up, she was like a third
parent. I started to look for something to take the pain away during my
freshman year of high school and ended up back at the same UMC that I had grown
up in. I finally asked Christ into my life when I was 16, at that point I still
had many doubts but I felt this wave of peace wash over me and all I could
think was its going to be ok, I'll take care of you. I continued to grow in my
faith throughout high school but I felt like I was on a roller coaster of one
retreat putting me on a spiritual high and then a drought until the next
retreat or mission trip.
At UT (University of Texas at Austin) I became part of a campus ministry (Texas Wesley!!) and finally
learned what it means to be constantly seeking the Lord. It's something that I'm
convinced I will be learning the rest of my life and still struggle with now.
For me, missions in high school were something that I loved to do because it
put me in touch with God and was often the only time I would feel him in that
season. In college though that all changed because I was surrounded by a
community of people who loved Christ and were seeking him at some level
everyday. I did missions because I felt called to them or just wanted to help
people in general. I felt God calling me into ministry and even at times
specifically missions throughout high school but during college I somewhat lost
sight of that. I wanted first of all to be a nurse and then changed my major to
nutrition, all while thinking of but never verbalizing the ways that I could
best serve people and still be studying about the human body and how God
created it to work.
My third year of college I had a few friends go with AIM
to South Africa and Swaziland. As I kept up with them by reading their emails
and blogs, I began to also get passionate about Africa, mainly southern Africa.
The next spring, two classes that I took really began to shape what I will be
doing this September. I took International Nutrition and the History of
HIV/AIDS in Africa at the same time. My heart was broken for the people that have
to deal with this disease on a daily basis and for the generation of children that
are growing up without their parents and only have a grandmother left to raise
them if they are lucky. I began to look into the programs that are going there
to help with the crisis and thought about Peace Corps and others but I can't
imagine going there without being able to pray for the people that we are going
to help and without going with a community of believers that can lift them up
together.
So here is where I find myself, 23 years old, doing my best to pass
this last semester of classes and trying to raise funds to get to South Africa
and offer the help that I can with God's love.